Begin to Exist
If you trust that your identity exists, you won't need it to be proven to you in each moment. The more you need it to be proven to you in each moment, the more the internal noise will take over and the more external challenges and dilemmas will take place. All this does is prove to yourself that you exist. The moment you begin to release the need for such reassurance, your life will begin to quiet internally and calm externally. In that purity, anything you want is accessible. Until of course something inside of you goes, “oh my God, do I exist, it's been so long I don't seem to recall anything that looks familiar around here?” And then you will summon proof of your identity again…for the time being.